Friday, September 14, 2007

Choreography

I learnt a new word!

Main Entry: cho·re·og·ra·phy
Pronunciation: "kor-E-'ä-gr&-fE
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -phies

Etymology: French chorégraphie, from Greek choreia + French -graphie -graphy
1 : the art of symbolically representing dancing
2 a : the composition and arrangement of dances especially for ballet
b : a composition created by this art
3 : something resembling choreography

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

小事一樁

今日食 lunch 埋單走個時,店內一名討厭肥港女與一個伙記之對話:

肥:我明明叫左碗米線 GA WOR,依家呢碗係油麵咁點呀?
伙記:ERR... 咁呀,小姐你食過(個碗油麵)未 GA?
肥:食過啦!
伙記:咁你介唔介意呀?(指就咁要番個碗油麵)
肥(有點寸):介意呀!
伙記:咁我地比過一碗你啦(離開)

如果個名肥港女係介意俾錯左碗油麵比佢, 咁佢就唔應該食到一半先叫伙記換啦!!!

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P.S. Thanks again for everyone of u who has read my blog, and esp. the comments u guys have given me... I've never know that u guys will read it =)

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Talking to Myself

It was only until recently that I realised this even though I've experienced the same feeling for many many times in the past few years: I am simply a FAILURE...

For many parts of my life, i had always experienced this: rejection, failure, unsuccessful... no matter it is a job interview, an audition, an application, and to more abstract things like recognition, acceptance... at the very beginning I thought all these were related to my character: not very high self-esteem, or my always nervous character... however after repeated failures, i think this is not the actual reason, but i m simply a person of poor skills in many senses and just having a too high expectation on my own self...

This is rather upset for me to know this reality at such a late time, as I think I've passed thro' the most effective learning stage in my life already... I've also think that only if there are chances I can make a change to this, but it also seems to be not that true... as the same cycle comes every time: chances, hopes, failure, despair...

I have realli no idea now on what to do with my situation, and in a very negative way, I think i may almost go for terminating my own self (but glad I never have this idea and do it)... sigh, but what to do then?

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