Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Job Changing Blues
Just wonder if anyone will feel the same as I do... recently I got confirmed w the new job, which shd be happy abt... with all those salary increases n better work location blah blah... however am just thinking abt how sad my 'ar jeis' will be after listening to my news... probably there r sth that i'll miss in this office despite all other things...
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Damn It!
Think am not the only one who wants a typhoon no.8 tomolo, so that we will earn a free holiday... but then, the reality is always cruel to us...
How come there's a SWITCH! damn it!!
How come there's a SWITCH! damn it!!
Friday, May 12, 2006
BodyCombat 28 - Pick of the Songs
Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson
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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
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Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
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I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
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Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
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I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
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Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
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Because of you
Because of you
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Too Busy
been to the new pak-po-lee cali last week (but only managed to write today), it amazed me that they turned the original MK mall into a gym, it gave me the first impression as another gym in the crowd-est area in the city like ximentin in taipei or imagine a cali next to shibuya jp exit (they wont hv that money!) anyway... the first floor is the reception w pt counter, and the next two r the machine floor... wow all machines r BRAND NEW! tat's wonderful, considering the newly renovated tst branch still got some old machines there. the lightning there is a bit dark maybe coz of the black color of machines n floor, or actually the mall-reverted gym is poorly lit. it comes to my attention that the 'floor-ceiling' is terribly LOW. i think yao min cannot workout here as he needs to bend down all over the time surely. i can 'almost' touch the ceiling when i m going up the staircase towards the changin room (exagerrating). the layout is still the original mall type - fragmented, small spaces, u feel just like in a capsule-type of gym or wat, especially the group x studio is terribly small. tried out a combat class there as well, and w those HATEFUL MK goers again (damn... esp. tat KOF imitator, pls stop thinking urself is cool, tat's sickening), but overall there's a higher concentration of gym bunnies i think since there r fewer amateurs. finally it comes to the changing room... okie i almost got lost as there r mirror rite in the entrance, but overall it's not too bad, the overseas cali changing room style... maybe orchard cali or taipei one... the mirrors r rite in the CENTER part of the changing room, i think it must be sooo cruisy w eyesights changing all ard lor... okie the ceiling again is terribly low in the shower cubicle... the LOWEST among all floors! damnit!
anyway i think this pak-po-lee (strange name indeed) is a good club for a quiet workout, but i wonder if later all those irritating MK guys will flock in and occupied all these nice new machines... hope not!
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met him again tonite in the gym, he looks more attractive as he gets a very nice tan and skin color like me, probably just went for tanning yesterday as well. it's easy to tell between str8s n AJs from all these tan in gym, and it's easy for him to stand out from the pack w his physique n that tan. he's wearing a black or navy blue running shorts w a baby blue color singlet, which doesnt look feminine on him at all. i realli luv his wide reverted-triangular-shape back sticking out in his singlet, n his str8, cute manly stubble face. i cant help checking him out when i m doing the lat pulldown, while he's doing low row rite in front of me... probably he noticed me as well with my tan color like him. we did exchange a few glances as well... hope i can know him in person
anyway i think this pak-po-lee (strange name indeed) is a good club for a quiet workout, but i wonder if later all those irritating MK guys will flock in and occupied all these nice new machines... hope not!
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met him again tonite in the gym, he looks more attractive as he gets a very nice tan and skin color like me, probably just went for tanning yesterday as well. it's easy to tell between str8s n AJs from all these tan in gym, and it's easy for him to stand out from the pack w his physique n that tan. he's wearing a black or navy blue running shorts w a baby blue color singlet, which doesnt look feminine on him at all. i realli luv his wide reverted-triangular-shape back sticking out in his singlet, n his str8, cute manly stubble face. i cant help checking him out when i m doing the lat pulldown, while he's doing low row rite in front of me... probably he noticed me as well with my tan color like him. we did exchange a few glances as well... hope i can know him in person
